.Wednesday, March 21, 2007 10:46 PMY
Now i didn't think too much le.. i had told myself that i should had give up one days.. i think he rite.. we should remain as a frenz now.. so i will not contact him anymore.. i won't go and think of him anymore.. coz i still have alot of chance to know more frenz when i went out to work... Thanks to my all my frenzs that they had listen to me for this few days when i was down... U all are my good listener... :D
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.Sunday, March 18, 2007 11:39 PMY
haizz.. today had no mood to do anything.. juz came back from outside.. juz had a chat with jamie (my secondary school frenz). Juz feel wanna share something to her.. so today had meet her out.. so we went to compass point. we had a chat.. then i tell her wat i had feel. juz wanna cry out.. but i dare not cry out.. coz i had the answer from him le. he had a galfrenz liao le.. then he tell me i should had to go find one boyfrenz too.. then i was thinking isit i very 烦. So he tell this to me. Really really very tired already.. don know wat am i going to do.. if i am very 烦 to him. then he should honestly tell me.. then he should not say that.. it really hurt me. so i told him that he had change.. so he ask me change at where?? then i told him i don know how to tell him.. i dare not tell him that he had hurt me.. coz if i say le wat he will think.. sometime i think i am very selfish. coz he already had stead le why should i msg him... i really wanna let him see wat i had wrote here.. last time i had the feeling with him. is that i don know how to tell him abt it.. coz i scare that i will break my heart.... haizz... why am i so stupid........... had miss the chance le.. haizz.. did i done something wrong with it?? i need a 肩膀 now... to cry out what i had kept so long...... really really........
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.Saturday, March 17, 2007 11:39 PMY
haha.. nth to do today so come up and create a blog to write inside.. coz cannot tell anyone so have to keep it to myself.. haha.. haizz.. today have to write abt two guy. one is my secondary school de and other one is my frenz's frenz. haha. one is call chan horng and other one is call hong xiang. ok. let say abt the first guy. he is from secondary i had know him le. i like him for abt 2yrs. He a quiet guy and also a helpful guy.. he like to play basketball.. haha. and he was a very hard working also.. he will not think of any boy&gal r/s de. he will only think of study. haha. last time when he having basketball trainning i was watching him on top of the classroom de.. he also knew it.. haha.. so everytime that is basketball trainning i will be there de. haizz. wait for so many yrs le then we nv contact each other le. then ytd saw him in msn then saw he nick put as"i only wan to talk to u, i love you". then my heart tell me that he maybe have a galfrenz. so i was very curious so i went to click on him and tok to him.. so i asked him. but he say don have.. but i saw his display photo. he and one of a gal.. then it look like they are boyfrenz and galfrenz. so i didn't ask too much le.. so i juz tell him i don distrub him le. then i was thinking now i have already give up on him le. why should i think of him.. but i really cannot understand... coz my mind was thinking abt him.... so till now i was still thinking abt him and the gal in his display photo.. haizz.. i had give up on him le.. maybe is i thinking too much le... ok.. let say abt the 2nd guy.. he is my frenz's frenz.. know him not too long.. haha.. but ytd juz sms him le.. since long time nv contact le so i sms him and ask him how is he and his ploy result.. so sms him and wait for his reply for many many hours... then at night he msg me back that he was very busy.. so nv reply me.. then i msg him again.. then i wait for his reply.. so in the half way i was also sms my frenz and ask her isit he had change his number... then my frenz say no... if he change he will tell my frenz's boyfrenz de... so my frenz ask me to call him.. then i was very scare coz i nv call him b4 since last time i use to call him a while only... haha.. but today 16 march i msg him again.. then he reply me two or three msg then he nv reply le.. so i juz now around 12.17am msg him.. then wait for his reply till now 3.36am.. he nv reply.. so i treat it that he had slp very early le.. so i nv msg him again... but i was thinking.. why in the afternoon he didn't msg me again.. i was thinking isit he had nth to tok abt and is i disturbing him...?????? so now i was finding ppl to tell me... then i msg my frenz venus.. and i asked her isit she slp le till now nv reply.. so i think she had slp le.. but i don know wat to do so i decide to create blog and write inside.. maybe i will show to my trust frenz to see... coz they are the ppl i trust most... Guys pls tell me am i thinking too much.. haha.. coz i been helping ppl to slove their r/s but me.. no one can help me..
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