.Sunday, March 18, 2007 11:39 PMY
haizz.. today had no mood to do anything.. juz came back from outside.. juz had a chat with jamie (my secondary school frenz). Juz feel wanna share something to her.. so today had meet her out.. so we went to compass point. we had a chat.. then i tell her wat i had feel. juz wanna cry out.. but i dare not cry out.. coz i had the answer from him le. he had a galfrenz liao le.. then he tell me i should had to go find one boyfrenz too.. then i was thinking isit i very 烦. So he tell this to me. Really really very tired already.. don know wat am i going to do.. if i am very 烦 to him. then he should honestly tell me.. then he should not say that.. it really hurt me. so i told him that he had change.. so he ask me change at where?? then i told him i don know how to tell him.. i dare not tell him that he had hurt me.. coz if i say le wat he will think.. sometime i think i am very selfish. coz he already had stead le why should i msg him... i really wanna let him see wat i had wrote here.. last time i had the feeling with him. is that i don know how to tell him abt it.. coz i scare that i will break my heart.... haizz... why am i so stupid........... had miss the chance le.. haizz.. did i done something wrong with it?? i need a 肩膀 now... to cry out what i had kept so long...... really really........
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